I am awake!
After midday…
POETRY
(sort of)
Roland Michel Tremblay
44E The Grove,
Isleworth, Middx,
Tel: +44 (0)20 8847
5586
Summary
The astonishing power of emotions
Did you forget to put a smiley face on
it?
How did we get to be so far gone?
You’re the one thing I can count on
Who’s that fucker talking in the background?
It is never time to think of retirement
I’m just about ready to kill
someone
Everywhere I go I cause a panic
Are there any drugs left in this
house?
What else could I do to destroy
you?
I’m just about ready to kill
myself
I will motivate a whole planet!
I feel great! How do you feel?
You have no idea the life I am
leading
You just don’t care, you have to go
No one will ever understand you
Absolute elation in my own
illusions
Despite anything you will live
You are beyond anything that ever
was
I’m the queer, you’re the queen
One way or another, we will be
free
Only read into it what it tells you
Life is the search for the perfect
title
Your thoughts become your world
I am the last Crowned Anarchist!
This is the beginning of
something huge
A great destiny is awaiting you
I am awake!
The most direct way to
heaven
Is to be deaf
Is to be blind
Is to remain ignorant
Of all that anyone
could say
Of anything you could
witness
Of anything you could
ever become aware of
As there is not one
angel around you
Never could there be
An angel around you
As we are all the same
And none of us could
ever
Find the way to heaven
Lies and more lies
Is what defines a
nation
From the high ends to
the low ones
Is all you could ever
find
More lies
Enough to fill any
bottle
None of which you would
be crazy enough
To send out at sea
For anyone to find
Better keep it secret
That we’re all hopeless
The most direct way to
heaven
Is to be deaf
Is to be blind
Is to remain ignorant
It is the only way to
heaven
No interaction
No contamination
Do not at any rate make
contact
With this lost humanity
It will be your
downfall
Let it die
As it cannot fail to
happen
Crumbling under all
their negativity
Until it shrinks to
nothingness
If you somehow remain
innocent
To all those crimes
against humanity
Perpetrated by humanity
If you somehow remain
innocent
To anything remotely
human related
Then maybe, just maybe,
you might reach heaven
Your most direct way to
heaven
Is to be deaf
Is to be blind
Is to remain ignorant
But you were born
You’re not deaf
You’re not blind
You’re not ignorant
It is too late for you
You will never ever
Reach heaven
You were so predictable
You were so damn stupid
How could we have ever
hoped
For you to think for
yourself
To be deaf to stupidity
To be blind to
foolishness
To be knowledgeable
enough
To find the truth for
yourself
In a world of lies
It is too late for you
You will never ever
Reach heaven
None of us will
How could we
In such a world?
The direct way to
heaven
Is to never be born
Never be born
Never be born
I’m hysterical again
I’m so sorry
I tried so hard
Not to be out of
control
I just can’t help it
You drive me mad
You drive me to
insanity
I wish I could see a
way
To remain reasonable
Logical
Sane
For that
You would need to be so
yourself
But you’re not
I’m hysterical most of
the time
It is all down to you
What have you done to
me?
What is your problem?
Why do you drive all of
us
To the brink of
hysteria?
Is there a need for it?
Does it serve some
obscure purpose?
What have you got to
gain
From a world on the
brink of war?
I’m hysterical again
I’m not sorry anymore
I tried so hard in vain
Not to be out of
control
I could never have
helped it
You drive me mad
You drive me to
insanity
There is no way I could
be balanced
To remain reasonable
Logical
Sane
For that
You would need to be so
yourself
But you could never be
You could not help it
You have a problem
You cannot help but
drive all of us
To the brink of
hysteria
There is no need for it
There is no purpose for
it
You have nothing to
gain
And yet, this world is
on the brink of war
It’s a sad world
I am hysterical
This is all you can
bring in people
So I will no longer
apologise
I’m afraid
You have only yourself
to blame
I’m afraid
There will be war
What do you know of
genocides?
What about wars?
People dying in
slavery?
200 million deaths in
the last century alone
You have miscounted
The greatest genocide of
all
is the whole of
humanity
It happens everyday
everywhere
As soon as our soul is
as good as dead
Living in a society doing
its best to kill everything
I have a dead soul
It is quite possible
It was only alive for a
few years
And immediately it was
snatched away from me
All day long
I share this existence
With dead people
Who know nothing of
what life is
And what it could be
They’re working very
hard
To achieve the greatest
genocide possible
They have succeeded
Simply because we let
them succeed
I long for a world of
freedom
Where one could at
least feel elated
Once in a while
Instead, I am
struggling
To find ways
To vent more
frustrations
Such anger boiling
inside of me
You don’t want to be
there when it explodes
Of the greatest
genocide of all
Just as we are all
contributors
To the mass killing of
humanity
With no wish whatsoever
to change anything
This planet is
populated by six billion zombies
All dead in their soul
The soul of humanity is
dead
The greatest genocide
of all
I am awake
It is so rare that I
can say those words
Most of the time
I just do my job
I come home to find my
bed
I sleep hours and hours
Just to come back to
life again
Just to go back to work
and die
Again
I am awake
Constant bitching
Favouritism
Unfairness
Injustice
Discrimination
Is all I need
To go right back to
sleep
Forever and ever
Until I die for good
For a long time
I thought
The only way I could be
awake
Was through my dreams
But then, I am not
awake
Am I?
I am awake
For such a short time
Whenever they cross the
line
Whenever they reach my
limits
Whenever I can no
longer suffer them
When it needs to come
out
When I need to do
something insane
When I need to detonate
When I feel I have lost
all hope
I awake
I think
I try to put it all
back in perspective
I search for ways out
I only find desperation
I am awake
But so barely
What do I need to do
To wake up for good
From this nightmare?
Would peace ever come?
Happiness?
Something worth living
for?
Give me one reason
To remain awake
Under conditions
Not called from anger
and despair
One reason
Quick!
Too late
I’m back to sleep
Forever and ever
I will admit as much
I don’t make it easy
for myself
I do talk
I do attack
I do explode
Am I to Blame?
Good question
Well
I could stop talking
I could stop attacking
I could stop exploding
Well
I could also stop
living
Stop existing
Be a complete drone
Just like a computer
With a basic language
Awaiting commands
And obey until its
components finally fail
So
Am I to blame?
Oh, what a great life
that would be
I would never get into
trouble
I would never be told
what to do and what not to do
I would be perfection
re-incarnated
However
I would no longer be a
human being
Not that I ever thought
That I ever was one to
begin with
It could be worse
though
Much worse
You try very hard to
make it impossible
You turned me into
Your scapegoat
This is not acceptable
For wishing to feel
alive
Am I to blame?
You
Have a complex of
superiority
You
Are on a power trip
You
Abuse your powers
You
Treat us like children
You
Are patronising
You
Believe you can control
our lives
You
Turn us into miserable
human beings
You
Turn us into monsters
For your blindness
Am I to blame?
You’re all surface dear
Only surface dear
You are such a nice
person
You are so white
You are so pure
You are so perfect
You are so fantastic
You are so beautiful
You are so cool
You are so intelligent
You’re full of shit
Warning hot surface!
You’re all surface dear
Only surface dear
I sometimes wonder
What you must have gone
through
To have become what you
are
To come to act the way
you do
Constantly stating how great
you are
Such insecurity
This great fear of not
being accepted
Rejected for whatever
reason
I feel so sorry for you
I pity you
But when you declare
war on me
I’m sorry
But I have to tell you
You are but a bitch
You’re full of shit
Warning hot surface!
You’re all surface dear
Only surface dear
I am sorry I have to
tell you
Not that anyone truly
cares
And you almost
convinced me
But
You are not a nice
person
You are not pure
You are not perfect
You are not fantastic
You are not beautiful
You are not cool
You are not intelligent
You’re full of shit
Warning hot surface!
You’re all surface dear
Only surface dear
Such a shame
Because it wouldn’t
take much from you
To be what you say you
are
You almost convinced me
I liked you
I admired you
I wanted to be your
friend
You destroyed it all
Perhaps because you
cannot accept who you are
I feel sorry for you
I pity you
You’re disconnected
from reality
You’re full of shit
Warning hot surface!
You’re all surface dear
Only surface dear
A delinquent?
You?
I have more delinquency
in my small finger
Than in all the image
you project
You are
An institution all by
yourself
You never fooled me
With your skinhead
With your tribal
earrings
In all the right places
With your sadomasochist
side
With your leather black
suit
With your innuendos
Dear God!
I knew it!
In the end
You are
An institution all by
yourself
You think you are the
all mighty
That you control
everything
Yeah!
You’re a control freak
Your fake image
Serves one purpose only
We open up
We admit it
We incriminate
ourselves
I didn’t fall for that
I knew
You are
An institution all by
yourself
Anyone spending so much
time
In front of a mirror
Getting ready to look
the way you do
Presents no danger to
anyone
Whatever the delinquent
image you project
However
You do represent a real
danger
You set a trap
You have the authority
You can annihilate
someone’s career
You have that power
You abuse it
After so many years
I’m afraid to say
Beyond any hope
You are
Institutionalised to death
I hope
Such a frightening
thought
Kills you in the end
So!
Are you beefy or
chicken flavour?
Sometimes I think I
smell a fish
I will admit as much
You have impressed me
You are the strongest
woman I have ever met
You have the greatest
personality I have ever seen
You are also the
greatest fag hag anyone ever had
Not my fag hag,
unfortunately
The fag hag of others
It is well known that
every single woman
Every single lesbian
Hate me to death
God knows what I have
done to them
I guess it is because I
am ultimately a man
Not camp enough to appear
inoffensive
So!
Are you beefy or
chicken flavour?
Sometimes I think I
smell a fish
We fought hard
We battled like mad
ones
Argued, argued and argued
Dear me
What did we argue
about?
It seems we just fight
for the sake of it
Because this is who you
are
This is your
personality
This is why you have no
boyfriend
As you say
No one will have you
Even that I admire
So!
Are you beefy or
chicken flavour?
Sometimes I think I
smell a fish
For once
Here is someone who is
not self important
Here is someone who is
important
Just for existing and
being in a room
I must recognise myself
in that
How else could I admire
it so much?
I’m sure, we’re both
struggling
With such externalised
personalities
Talking faster than we
can think
Talking before we think
mostly
Which might explain
Why we are always in
trouble
And there is no hope
for people like us
So!
Are you beefy or
chicken flavour?
Sometimes I think I
smell a fish
However, moreover, but,
whatever
You didn’t use to look
the way you do
There was a time when
you were just what I am now
Nothing
You looked that too
Nothing
You are still girly,
aren’t you?
How can someone so
strong minded
Be so childlike in so
many ways?
I can see the cracks
There are always cracks
Sorry I noticed
Well, no one can be so
perfect
So!
Are you beefy or
chicken flavour?
Sometimes I think I
smell a fish
I don’t care
I know you are a bitch
I don’t care
I know you control my
existence
I don’t care
I will still marry you
I don’t care
For once, I might even
get a hard on
I think I smell a fish
Oh so… meaty
I bet you would like to
know
Who I am
Would you like to know
Who I am?
Do you know
Who I am?
I am sorry that no one
knows
Who I am
How could you know
Who I am
Do you think you know
Who I am?
I have been searching
I have looked around
I have tried to figure
out
Who I am
I don’t know
Who I am
So, do you really think
that you know
Who I am?
Do you feel it is
possible for you to find out
Who I am?
Is there any way
possible that you could know
Who I am?
When I don’t even know
myself
Who I am?
If it is so, you’ve got
to let me know
Who I am
Before it is too late
Before I shoot myself
Who are you?
Falling from the sky
Falling from nowhere
Nicely placed there
into my life
For me to suffer ever
more
Who are you?
You seem to know
everything
You can dissect the
world
You dissect me
As if all was known to
you
Really, what could you
possibly know?
I don’t know you
How could you know me?
I don’t know the world
How could you know the
world?
I don’t know anything
You know nothing
Judging is so easy
Have a quick look at
anything
For five long minutes
And here you come
Making the judgement of
the century
Never thinking about
the consequences
Never looking back at
the consequences
Go on and on and on and
on and on
For posterity
To understand and be
enlightened
Who are you?
I don’t know you
You don’t know me
What do you know of
this world?
Nothing
So
Perhaps
You should
Just
Shut up
And get lost
The astonishing power
of emotions
The Astonishing Power
of Emotions
Will certainly soon
annihilate
Just about
Everything
That remains
Of this world
Did you forget to put
a smiley face on it?
Did you forget?
Did you forget to be
happy?
To convince yourself
That everything was
great?
That everything
Was just so perfect?
Did you?
Did you forget?
Did you forget to put a
smiley face on it?
Shame on you!
Oh what a disgrace
I am so disappointed
How could you
How could you?
How could you forget?
How could you forget!
To put a smiley face on
it?
We are living in a
perfect world
A world that the first
moron
Can create in its image
We are here in this so
perfect world
Creating it as we go
along
All of us to the last
retard
Here we are
This is now the world
We present it to you
In such a manner
That none of you will
ever understand
What this world is
truly about
But hey
Here’s a bunch of rules
You better follow them
Or else
Dear me
All hell will break
lose
Did you forget?
Did you forget to be
happy?
To convince yourself
That everything was
great?
That everything
Was just so perfect?
Did you?
Did you forget?
Did you forget to put a
smiley face on it?
How could you
How did we get to be
so far gone?
How did I get to be so
far gone?
I cannot tell you where
I am
I cannot convince
myself where I am
I believe I exist
In so many different
places at once
Must be in this world
of dreams
Must be in this world
of memories
That I cannot pinpoint
When I wake up
What this life is all
about
Where I am
What I am supposed to
do
How did I get to be so
far gone?
I am halfway here
I am halfway there
I wake up today here
I wake up tomorrow
there
I don’t know where I am
I am everywhere
In all those places at
once
I feel so wonderful
here
I feel so awful there
I feel so great there
I feel so bad here
I don’t know where I am
I do not want to know
where I am
How did I get to be so
far gone?
I guess I have lived
More than most
All those experiences
That I was so eager to
acquire
Ready to sacrifice
everything
In the name of freedom
In the name of adventure
I have gone there
I have done that
I am now here
God knows what I am
doing now
I cannot think anymore
I do not want to think
anymore
Of what was
And what is
And what might be
How did I get to be so
far gone?
I travelled far
So many places I called
home
All were my home
As I never had one
Everywhere I have been!
Everyone I have met!
Now
Can I choose, can I
decide
Where I want to be?
With whom I want to be?
Or is it too late?
Or am I actually there
Where I want to be
With whom I want to be
As I feel it to be
As I feel I am
So strongly
I just don’t know
How did I get to be so
far gone?
You’re the one thing
I can count on
I should have known
There is but one thing
only
One thing only
That I can truly count
on
That thing
Is you
Sorry!
Sorry
I should have never
abandoned you
I should never have
treated you this way
I should never have
replaced you
So unkindly
With such words
Oh…
Can you ever forgive
me?
Can you just take me
back?
As if I had never left
you
For so many years
And for so far away
I don’t know what I was
thinking
I must have been lost
On some weird planet
In the pursuit of such
dreams
We all know that none
of them
Could ever have come
true
Whimsical life
Filled with infatuations
God!
Did the grass looked
greener over there
In the middle of the
desert
Couldn’t have been more
blind
The perfect excuse
To explain everything
Grass grows in the
desert
It looks so imposing
So life defining
Everything
I was right to think
whatever I thought
I was right to leave
you
For a while I got all I
wanted
All I wished for
All that I worked so
hard to get
Such a construction
Such a creation
I had it all
Whilst you were
Somewhere else lost
None existing
I was so happy
Enjoying such freedom
Never again will I ever
experience this
Why I am getting back to
you exactly?
Am I so bored with
whatever else exists on this planet?
Are you fulfilling this
hole as I expect you should?
Is it true then
That I can always count
on you?
No matter what
No matter how I just
abandon you there to rot
Whilst I go around doing
the unthinkable?
Doing to others what I
never even did to you?
And do you even care?
No!
I knew that
I was never completely
that stupid
And yet
I feel guilt
Should never have
abandoned you
There is only one thing
I can truly depend on
That thing, it is you
You have never let me
down
You will never let me
down
Probably because you
will never know I even exist
I will never ever again
Abandon you like this
Never let me down
Never disappointed me
Never stopped doing
what it is that you do best
Never, never, never!
You are the only thing
I can count on
What a love story!
Now
So we can make sense out
of all of this
Has anyone got a gun?
I feel so much regrets
already
So much remorse
That I was there
All within my grasp
All for the wrong
reasons
And yet
I have fallen in love
so deeply
How I would love to go
back
To live there
To make it all my own
As if it was all mine
As if I had created it
all with my own two hands
How lovely!
Oh so romantic
Lost in the middle of
nowhere
Some sort of a desert
Some sort of a canyon
Some sort of a lost
place
Where there was life
Where there was hope
Where there was
Everything someone
could dream of
Must have been nothing
Must have been a lost
cause
Must have been a lost
after thought
In such a wasteful
place
In the middle of
nowhere
In the middle of the
desert
In the middle of a
canyon
Must have been nothing
Must have been a lost
cause
Must have been a lost
after thought
And yet
It is everything to me
Nowhere else could ever
mean
Anything to me
I will go back one day
I will see it again one
day
I will live it again
one day
I will live there one
day
I’ll buy the damn
place!
I’m not sure how long I
can last
I am desperate
I need it right now
How so lovely
So pure and so young
I can’t breathe anymore
I’m in awe
Yes
Bring it back
Bring it now
It is an emergency!
Such innocence
Which has not seen
anything yet
Not experienced
anything yet
All hope and waiting
To start a life
That most likely
Will never start
Unless
Unless one intervenes
Makes it a fulfilling
one
Without asking for
anything in return
Just as one should
expect from life
I can no longer stand
this
I am desperate
It is such a need for
me
To see this thing start
living
Appreciate life as it
can be appreciated
See life
The only way it can be
seen
The world standing
there in front of us
So many places to go
So many people to meet
So much experience to
acquire
That would be lost
Undeniably
If such a wonder
Were to die where it
started
Never to see life
Never to see the world
Oh…
Such a waste
Happens all the time
It is not acceptable
People don’t know
better
People should know
better
It is an emergency
Bring it down
We will talk some sense
into it
We will show it the way
We will launch it
To the ultimate
experience
The only way someone
should live
Before it is too late
Someone is in deep need
To be launched into
space
It should be given a
chance
It should be launched
into the universe
Someone needs to do
something
Someone needs to start
living
Someone needs to start creating
Desperately crying for
help
Is it you that I am
talking about?
It is an emergency!
I am just like my dad
We look the same
We used to be the best
looking guy around
The one everyone was
after
In our own way
I am just like my dad
The same face
The same smile
The same body
The same personality
The whole nine yards
From beginning to end
I am just like my dad
I just don’t know how
he survived it
How he did it
A lifetime working for
the government
In such a restraint
environment
For over 40 years
I cannot explain it
I would have died
before retirement
No way could I have survived
it
I am just like my dad
I’m just a bit more
extreme
I’m just a bit more out
there
I am just a bit more
extrovert
Well
I just needed to live!
I just needed to
explore!
I just needed to get
out of here!
I just needed to get
off my mind!
I just needed to… burst
out!
All over life!
All over the universe!
Leave an indelible mark
on this planet!
Take control!
And make it happen!
So
I guess
I am nothing like my
dad
I cannot understand him
What is he about?
Why does he exist at
all?
I don’t know, do you?
He will die forgotten
Without ever having
created anything
From my point of view
He wasted his whole
life
I am not proud of my
dad
Because I saw so much
potential within him
More so than I could
ever have dreamt there was within me
And it has all gone to
waste
Because parents do not
listen
To their children who
know better
Fuck my dad then!
He will never amount to
anything!
He will never be anyone
He will never do
anything significant
He might as well just
die!
Whilst I reach for the
highest pyramid
Whilst I continue my
meaningless
Ascension to the top of
this world
Whilst I drive full on
towards my ultimate downfall
Just so he can one day
Tell me that
He was right all along
I am not just like my
dad
I will never be able
To tell my son one day
That I was right all
along
Because I will never
have a son
And to be honest
I don’t give a fuck
about that shite
I am just like my dad
We’re one and the same
And hopefully one day
I will have the last
word
And that last word will
be
Despite everything
Despite this chasm separating
us
I love you dad
Who’s that fucker
talking in the background?
How stupid do you think
I am?
Do you think I am that
blind
To what is truly going
on?
That I cannot hear the
words
Talking through you in
the background?
Are you not talking the
words of destiny?
The true words of God?
The only God you ever
believed in?
That I never could ever
believe in myself?
So
Who’s that fucker in
the background
Dictating to you what
needs to be said
What this society has
deemed necessary
To be said
To annihilate me
To destroy me
completely
So I can no longer
enjoy this life
Or anything related to
it?
Do I deserve to be
reduced
To such a small human
being
That only death can be
seen as my way out?
Do you not understand
the impact of what you say?
That it throws us in
deep depression
Wishing that we could
commit suicide?
So
Who’s the fucker
talking in the background?
Who’s to blame for such
insensitivity?
Who needs to be shot so
we can survive?
Oh so young and so
naïve you have been
To listen to them
To follow by example
To think this was the
way to go
One day
You will learn
The full impact
This teaching can have
I hope it won’t be too
late by then
For you
Who is so young and so
blind
To anything this life
has to offer
I should have no pity
for you
But oh, how I do pity
you
That they turned you
into such a monster
At such an early age
Before you were able to
experience anything
And see how it was out
there
Outside your comfort
zone
Which you never got out
of
I suppose I should
laugh at it
I do see the world for
what it is
I have seen what it was
like out there
I know there is no need
to turn this life
Into something no one
in their right mind would choose
You are young
You are innocent
You are stupid
You have no idea
Because you have not
lived
And one wonders if you
will ever live
Then you would
understand
What life is all about
What the human race
needs to survive
Somehow I think you
would miss it all completely
That you could never
understand
So
Who’s the fucker
talking in the background?
He is the real target
here
And believe me
I will hit him hard somehow
one day
I will make him
understand
Even though
For you
It is already too late
I feel such incredible
sadness inside of me for you
But I guess that if you
were so easily impressionable
So easily converted to
that kind of philosophy
You were weak indeed
And then
You do deserve the life
that is awaiting you ahead
You will go through
hell
You will live in misery
And somehow you will
feel righteous
What an illusion
And one day you will
fall from quite high up
When they will finally
use
Against you
What you have been
taught
To use against us
They so quickly turn
against anyone
You will not know what
hit you
Then what will you have
left?
All that you believed
in
Will have been used to
destroy you
Then you will
understand
But by then
It will be too late
You have only yourself
to blame
You could not see
beyond the tip of your nose
You do deserve what is
awaiting you
I will not pity you
For such hell you made
us suffer
Without realising
When you should have
understood
You can just die,
bitch!
But before you do
What is the source?
What is this source
feeding you?
And does he actually
really talk?
Or is it just make-belief?
Who is your God?
So we can have his head
Just like and how he
had yours
Who’s that fucker
talking in the background?
Nothing can reach me
now
Nothing can stop me now
I am that powerful
So filled with
confidence
Of all that I have
experienced
No mind games ever
could reach me
Pitiful mind games you
play
So desperate you are
To prove yourself
To get somewhere
I’m afraid
Will all be lost on me
I do not play the game
I see through you
I see through the game
I have been playing it
for decades
Nothing can reach me
now
See!
Over there!
Right here!
Such life waiting to be
lived!
Such life waiting to be
fulfilled!
What are you waiting
for?
Don’t you see this
world?
Where it leads?
Such amazing places
Such amazing people
Who could in an instant
Make it all happen for
you
And it is for you to
decide
If you want it or not
What do you hope to
accomplish here?
Do you think this is
new to me?
Do you think I am such a
virgin as you are
When I have slept with
the whole planet?
And when you do not
even know
What masturbation is?
Whilst you pretend you
do
Nothing can reach me
now
Unless I decide that it
should have any kind of impact upon me
Then
You will become my
target
To ridicule this life
This existence
To make you so small
You will die of shame
Be sure
It does not affect me
But it will affect you
I will not feel guilt
anymore
For speaking the truth
For telling it the way
it is
Of fears you might read
this one day
If you do
So be it
Nothing can reach me
now
I’m sure however that
everything will reach you
You will then try to
make me pay
But I assure you
You cannot win
Nothing can reach me
now
I am out of this world
I have always been
Thought for a while I
was but an observer
I understand now
I am the creator
So who are you then?
My creation
My insignificant
creation
And just as I created
you
I will make you
disappear so fast
You would not even know
you ever existed
I have such a life to
live!
I have such horizons to
explore!
So many places to go
So many people to meet
So much to learn
So much to assimilate
I will live this life
one way or another
Who you think you are
To feel you could stop
me
On such a destiny
Shows how ignorant you
are
About the mechanisms of
this existence
I will live the way I
see fit
I will see the world
the way I intend to
I will travel as far as
one can go
I will see the world
for what it is
Nothing can reach me
now
Nothing can stop me now
It is never time to
think of retirement
I listen to myself
For the first time
I do no talk of someone
waiting to live
I talk as someone who
lived
I also talk as someone
who does not believe
He will ever live again
I’m sorry, but this is
not acceptable
If I think
If you think
That I have lived
That I have a lot of
experience
You have seen nothing
yet
Shit
This is no small matter
I just realised that I
was actually young
That I might have lived
a lot
For someone so young
But that I was not dead
yet
And that there was much
more to explore
So much more to
experience
To live for
I may still have to
sacrifice just about everything
To go live the
adventure
This life has to offer
I cannot get comfy in
one place
With one person
Incapable of the most
basic thing about life
Absolute freedom
I will need once again
to sacrifice
Everything and everyone
In order to lead the existence
I had in mind
For myself
Cannot feel sorry
Cannot feel bad
Just have to make the
decision
Just have to go for it
I am not dead!
I am far from retiring!
I have not seen enough!
I have not experienced
enough
What this life had to
offer!
Oh dear
I’m gone now
Ready to go
Ready to leave
Once again
For the other side of
the planet
Such sacrifices
Such life changing
events
I have no choice in the
matter
I have to go
I will go
Don’t talk to me about
retirement
For people like me
Retirement is not an
option
I gather that I will be
halfway across the galaxy
By the time I have my
heart attack
And by then
How could it ever stop
me?
Others have heart
attacks
I won’t have any heart
attack
It is never time
To think of retirement
As after all now
We will never die
So
Where do we go from
here?
Well
Where am I to start
with?
I don’t know
Do you know where you
are?
Are you sure?
So
Where do you go from
here?
Where do you go
You don’t know
Because you don’t even
know
Where here is
I will tell you
As I always do
Where you are
Where you are going
Do you think you are
somewhere?
You are nowhere
And though you knew
where you were heading
You have no clue where
you will end up
So
Where do we go from
here?
Does it depend on me?
Are you so lost
That you can no longer
guide yourself
To where you need to
go?
Don’t you know
Deep inside
Where you should be?
Where you need to go?
Are you incapable of
making the decision
To finally move on?
Do I have to make that
decision for you?
I know
I understand
How difficult it is
How impossible
Such decisions can be
made
And yet
You have to make it
You have to move on
You have to live
You have to exist
You have to make that
decision
It is inevitable
You have no choice
This is it
This is the time
You have to get out of
there
You have to move on
Where do you go from
here?
Everywhere!
You will start living
You have to get out of here
You have no choice
Make the decision!
This is where we go
from here
Liberation!
Freedom!
The start of a new
life!
Finally you will live!
Finally you will
experience what life is all about!
Get out!
Get out now!
You have suffered long enough!
There is no need to
suffer anymore
From here
We’re going everywhere!
There are no frontiers
anywhere in this world!
There is always a way
There are always
solutions
You will survive
You will explode upon
this world
You will become what
you were meant to be
So strong and so
dedicated
You will make such a
difference
Simply because
You suffered so much
No life should ever
depend on the one of another
No way!
Where do we go from
here?
I will tell you
Everywhere at once!
And you will be heard
Everywhere at once!
Because this is the
beginning of a new life
And everything will be
alright
Because this is what
life is all about
There are always solutions
around the corner
To the deepest problems
ever
Make the decision!
Get out!
Get out!
Get out!
So
Where do we go from
here?
Everywhere at once!
Life is awaiting us
So much so
You could never imagine
A whole world is
awaiting you
So
Where do you go from
here?
Everywhere at once!
What a discovery
I am no longer only
thinking of myself
I think of others first
I don’t know how this
came about
If I had to guess
It is because
I am no longer
expecting anything
From this life
Do I feel like I am
already dead?
That I have nothing
left to experience
Nothing to live for?
Am I so old already?
That I feel I have
nothing left to offer anyone?
Well, if I felt so old
already, at 35
What does this tell you
About anyone over 35?
Don’t they feel death
upon them?
Just like I do?
I have only a few years
left
To accomplish myself
To make something out
of my life
I am about to die!
God help me!
I feel that perhaps
I had so much more to
tell the world
So much more that they
would not care about
And yet
I have to tell them
I have to tell them the
truth about this world
I will die any day now!
I am 35!
This is the end of my
life!
I finally understood
that I was mortal!
God help me!
And yet
I am no longer selfish
I do not think of
myself anymore
I have lived enough
I have experienced
enough
I have written enough
I can die happy now
With the sense that I
have accomplished
Everything I have set
myself to accomplish
Now I can concentrate
on the ones
Who are like me
Who never had the
chance to
Live the life they were
meant to be living
I am no longer selfish
And yet
I won’t be able to help
any of them
So I have to tell them
That everything was
against me
And yet
I broke out from
everything
And still led the life
I thought I was meant to lead
And if I have done so
You can do the same
Because I am not
special
I am insignificant
And yet I told them all
to fuck off
I told them I would
lead the life I was meant to
And I did
And so can you
Hell, if you need help,
I will help you
To break out
To get out
To start this life you
were meant to live
I am no longer selfish
I think of you first
You will succeed!
No matter what!
Are we not all dreaming
to be free?
Are we not all dreaming
of absolute freedom?
And then we look around
We are chained to death
And yet
Through it all
Can’t you feel such
freedom?
Are you not free?
To do whatever you
want?
You could quit right
now
Whatever it is that you
are doing
To tell them all to get
lost
Enjoy life
Such a life of freedom
Here are such horizons
awaiting you
We will get there
You will get there
There is nothing that
can stop you
Such a life of freedom
Emancipation
Anticipation
Actualisation
Creating one’s
existence
Such a life of freedom
That such artists
Could never be
recognised
Because they are the
very spark of life
The very reason
everyone exists
Without ever
Being able
To make any decision
To feel
To inspire
To create
What life is all about
Such a life of freedom
I one day
Woke up
I one day
Threw it all out
I one day
Started to live
I one day
Left everything behind
I one day
Made the necessary
sacrifices
I one day
Decided to live
I one day
Took a plane for god
knows where
I one day
Decided I would start
to live
I one day
Lived for real
Such a life of freedom
It wasn’t easy
It was mad
In retrospect
I am afraid of what I
have done
That is why you should
not think
You should act
Right now
Such a life of freedom
Is awaiting you
It is ready to be lived
To be experienced
By you
Forget everything
Do not listen to anyone
but yourself
Make that crazy
decision
Start to live!
Such a life of freedom
I was going to say
I was going to say…
But there is no need to
say it
It is all but in the
mind
It certainly starts
there
But from there
You go on and create
whatever you feel like
It is all but in the
mind
I assure you
Tough it starts there
From there you go
everywhere else
You create everything
else
There is no limit
And how could there be?
Any limits?
Your mind is a powerful
tool
You could still be
stuck where you were born
Unable to free yourself
And yet
You could live so far
away from here
That is how powerful
the mind is
Was I born here?
I don’t remember
What am I still doing
here?
I don’t know
I belong somewhere else
I was somewhere else
I invented that
somewhere else
Why am I still here?
I cannot explain it
Nevertheless
I’m far gone
I’m far away from here
I’m already gone
A long time ago
I built this world!
I made it what it is!
I created those bitches
and those bastards!
None of them can affect
me
Because I am the only
one
I am the only person
That exists
In this world
I do live in my own
bubble universe
You do live in your own
bubble universe
I realised a long time
ago
That only I existed in
this universe
That I was making it
all up as I went along
Everything and everyone
that exist
I invented them
I created them
So I could learn
something
Out of this world
Just like you do
Might be all in the
mind
It is still what life
is all about
What my life is all
about
I created it this way
I wanted it this way
Can’t explain why
Because it makes no
sense
And yet
I have
And now I have to live
with it
This world
This whole world
It is all but in my
mind
I created it!
I will survive it!
This world
This whole world
It is all but in your
mind
You created it!
You will survive it!
We’re all but just
A great ball of anger
Leaving chaos behind us
Wherever we go
Oh, I have tried so
hard!
To be nice
To be understanding
To be compassionate
But listening to your
jokes
Right after the storm
As if nothing happened
Oh dear
There just comes a
point
When it all needs to
explode
All in your fake happy
face
We’re all but just
A great ball of anger
Leaving chaos behind us
Wherever we go
Oh Brother!
See this world we’ve
made
So much potential
Such a lovely place it
could be
We would not need to
pretend
For such a perfection
It is all here within
our reach
But hearing your loud
laugh
Right after you
destroyed us
As if nothing happened
Oh dear
There just comes a time
When I need to explode
All over your pretend
existence
We’re all but just
A great ball of anger
Leaving chaos behind us
Wherever we go
Oh Sister!
Will you open your eyes
See this world for what
it is?
See the world for what
it could be?
So much we could offer
each other
So friendly we could
all be
So perfect this
universe is
But hearing you whinge
again
Freak out once again
About such
insignificance
Oh dear
I get so angry
I push the panic button
I could destroy this
world
Leaving you to wonder
What brought me to the
brink of insanity
We’re all but just
A great ball of anger
Leaving chaos behind us
Wherever we go
Oh, I have tried so
hard!
But when everyone is
just
But a great ball of
anger around me
Leaving nothing but destruction
in their wake
I have no choice
I have to become the
greatest
Ball of anger of all
Oh, I have tried so
hard!
But
I will be
For you
The greatest ball of
anger
The world has ever seen
I’m
just about ready to kill someone
I am now deaf to
Everything you say
All the background
noise
All the distortions
I am deaf
To your existence
I am now blind to
Who you are
What you are
What you are all about
I am blind
To your existence
I am now sedated to
Life around me
This reality
The universe
I am sedated
To your existence
Such unfairness!
Such injustice!
Such favouritism!
Such discrimination!
Such lies!
You should not even
exist
I am so distressed
My cry will be heard in
the next millennium
I am so angry
I could annihilate
anyone crossing my path
I am so out of my mind
I’m just about ready to
kill someone
Whilst I am trying so
desperately
To be nice
To show compassion
To be perfect
To be happy
Peaceful
Elated!
This is not
My most inspired moment
Whilst I am trying so
hard
To become a new man
To create another
reality
To feel hopeful for the
future
For humanity
For you!
This is not
My most inspired moment
No matter how hard you
try
No matter how hopeful
you are
It is just not possible
To try anything
To do anything
To become anything
I always ruin it all
In less than a minute
This is not
My most inspired moment
Everywhere I go I
cause a panic
I am so tired
To cause so many heart
attacks
Everywhere I go
Just by being me
You would have thought
by now
There was nothing new
under the sun
There would be no need
To jump to a panic
state
As soon as I open my
mouth
And say something
As soon as I raise my
hands
And do something
You feel threaten
You feel the need to
shut me down
Frankly!
Get a life!
Get out a bit more
Experience a bit more
See people for what
they are
See the world for what
it is
There is no need for
alarm
That’s just life
Calm down
Just accept it
This is how we are
This is how it is
We cannot change our
nature
Just like you can’t
change yours
Better open your eyes
Move away from your
comfort zone
See people for what
they are
See the world for what
it is
Then and only then
You will see
That there’s no need
To panic
I’m not gonna kill ya
Though I thought about
it many times
You better not voice
that you wish to kill me
Because then
There will be a real panic
And no one will be able
To control me
I think
I just can’t pretend
anymore
My heart is just not in
it
I can no longer lie
Like I used to
I can no longer remain
silent
Like I used to
I can no longer keep my mouth shut!
Like I used to
From your point of view
It may seem
Like I never shut up
I’m telling you
I’m just beginning
And it will hurt!
Now I am awake!
I will no longer
Listen to you
I will no longer
Do what you ask
No more will I work so
hard
For no recognition
No more will I work so
hard
For no reward
My heart is just
Not in it anymore
I had enough
Of whatever you do
I had enough
Of all that you
represent
I had enough
Of you
I’m done!
My heart is no longer
in it
Go away!
Just disappear from my
life!
I never want to see the
like of you ever again!
I will tell you what I
think
Every time
And suffer the
consequences
And those consequences
Will mean my liberty
I think
My heart is still in it
It’s just not
In anything that
concerns you
I have that right
To refuse
To do anything you ask
of me
I have that right
To refuse
To see you
I have the right
To walk right through
you
I have the right
To walk to my freedom
So fuck off!
Are there any drugs left
in this house?
I’m getting desperate
I’m scratching the
walls
I’m singing
I’m shouting
At the top of my lungs
The delirium of the
millennium
I’m gonna do something
I’m gonna do
Something insane!
And just die
Of an overdose
Right after…
What a way to live!
Are there any drugs
left in this house?
I’m gonna get trashed!
So off my head!
I do not expect to
survive
I’ve reached the point
Where I could not care
About anything or
anyone
Left with one desire
only
The one to live
Just that
How simple that desire
is
I cannot understand
How difficult
Complicated
It can be
To understand!
What a way to live!
Are there any drugs
left in this house?
I’m gonna get trashed!
So off my head!
I do not expect to
survive
I cannot see any hope
Over the horizon
I do not see a way out
Happiness
Don’t know
Must belong to the
disciples
Of Jesus-Christ
Or Allah
One or the other
I will feel content
Tonight
That those disciples
Will lead a happy life
And die happy
What a way to live!
Are there any drugs
left in this house?
I’m gonna get trashed!
So off my head!
I do not expect to
survive
I can only blame you
I will have no regrets
Because this is not a
way to live
In fact
I reviewed all the
possible ways to live
I rejected them all
I suppose you just
didn’t have the imagination
The creativity
That was required
In order to make of
this life
Something liveable
So why should I care?
About anything or
anyone?
Please tell me!
What a way to live!
Are there any drugs
left in this house?
I’m gonna get trashed!
So off my head!
I do not want to
survive!
And why should I?
I am too sensitive a
soul
Everything that happens
Has such an impact upon
my life
The smallest detail
The smallest event
I feel it to the core
It means everything
It’s the end of a world
I am too sensitive a
soul
For this world
I feel too much
I care too much
It hits me in the heart
So deeply
Whether I want it or
not
It kills me
There is nothing I can
do about it
I am too sensitive a
soul
I wish I could be
desensitised
I wish I would not
care!
That I could free
myself
From the problems of
humanity!
Stop!
Stop creating chaos for
no reason!
Free me!
Because for me
It means everything
It’s the end of a world
I am too sensitive a
soul
I need to be cured
I will find a cure
I will rid myself of
all of you
I will feel nothing
Sedated as I will be
I will feel nothing
As I will disconnect
myself
Because for me
It means everything
There is nothing I can
do about it
This is how deeply I
feel
It’s the end of the
world
What
else could I do to destroy you?
You’re a fucking hard
bitch
It is hard to
scandalise you
And yet I am trying
very hard
To send you overboard
So you will just lose
it completely
And perhaps
Never return
I have broken hardest
bitches than you
You’re but a pale
comparison
You feel strong and in
control
You have seen nothing
yet
I’ll break ya, you will
go mad
And perhaps
Never return
I care nothing for you
You are fat
You are weak
You’re an idiot
I’ll send you packing,
you will be defeated
And perhaps
Never return
I have decades of
experience
At breaking bitches
Often they only realise
it after I’m gone
In your case, I’ll be
there
To enjoy while you
suffer and break down
And perhaps
Never return
You have met your master
You are but the
smallest Master Bitch I have ever met
You will be easy to demolish,
to deflate
Just watch me go, I
will enjoy it
You will leave with the
hardest headache
And perhaps
Never return
This is my vendetta
Against all the Master
Bitches
Of this world
I will destroy you all
You will cry your heart
out
And definitely
Never return!
You have met your Master!
I’ll show you just how
weak you are
I will obliterate you!
Again and again!
Fucking master bitches!
You will
Never return!
Why would I want to be
happy?
When all my life
I have been anything
but happy?
By now
I revel in unhappiness
It has given me
A reason to exist
I am the King
Of the unhappy people
I roll myself in it
I just love it
I cannot change now
It is impossible
Why?
Why would I want to be
happy?
When I have built my nest
In such unhappiness
When everything that I
am
Is unhappiness?
When finally
I can only be happy
In my unhappiness?
Now you understand
I can no longer change
my nature
Why?
Why would I want to be
happy?
There is no point now
There is no motivation
anymore
I have found a way
To be happy
In my unhappiness
Trying to change my
nature
Only hurts
I can no longer change
I do not want to change
And this is so sad
Why?
The best things happen
to me
The greatest events one
could hope for
It is everything anyone
dreams of
I finally have full
control over my existence
I finally have full
freedom
I do not have to suffer
anyone
I do not have to suffer
anything
I do not suffer anymore
I am free to roam the
world
To do whatever I want
Whenever I want
I am free!
And yet
I am unhappy
Because I cannot change
my nature
Why?
No matter what now
No matter how happy
this life can be
No matter how rich I
become
No matter how free I feel
It is too late for me
I will never find
happiness
Why?
I hope you still can
Find happiness
And when it happens
I hope you still can
Feel happiness
I can no longer
Feel anything
And this is sad
Why?
Wait!
I can feel something!
I can feel such
detachment
From anything that
exists
I can laugh at
everything
No longer can I take
anything seriously
Nothing actually really
exists
I am out of this world
I am out of my mind
I cannot feel anything
I cannot be happy
But there is a very
good reason for that
None of this truly existed
anyway in the first place
So why would I want to
be happy now?
There is absolutely no
reason
For me to be happy
And I do know why
I am alone in this
world I created
After such a fallacy
Might as well drink
myself to death
Without any more
question why
No wonder we were never
made aware
As soon as you become
aware
You realise how inexistent
This universe is
How immaterial
You are
Why!
Why indeed
I’m
just about ready to kill myself
That’s it
I’ve lost it
I am crying
Everything there is to
cry
Once again
Long past the point of
no return
There’s no coming back
How could I once again
Save myself
From this?
How?
And do I even want to?
I am just about ready
to kill myself
Oh!
I wanted so much from
life!
There was so much I
wanted to accomplish!
Many places to go
Many people to meet
Many conversations to
have
Filled with desire
Filled with
expectations
A whole world to see
A whole world to learn
from
It could have been
The journey of a
lifetime
It could have been
The realisation of a life
dream
And, but
I am just about ready
to kill myself
I don’t know what went
wrong
I’m not sure who to
blame
What to blame
I just can see
How this existence
Has been reduced to
nothing
No hope whatsoever
When it could have been
Everything!
I am just about ready
To give it all up
And to start
Living!
I will motivate a
whole planet!
I will motivate a whole
planet!
To break free!
To find absolute
freedom!
Even if I have to die
trying
Do I need to say more?
Is this not your
deepest desire?
Perhaps wishing for
happiness along the way
Some peace
Some great feeling of
well being
To top it all up?
The freedom
To do whatever you want
Whenever you want
Such a high price to
pay
To even exist
Should not even exist
You are free!
From the day you were
born
You are free!
From this moment
You are free!
Right now!
I will motivate a whole
planet!
To break free!
To find absolute
freedom!
Even if I have to die
trying
Such a desire to live!
Such a wish to exist!
Bring it all up!
I am ready!
You are ready!
We are ready!
To welcome it
To welcome anything
To break this routine
To break this loop
No longer will it be the
same!
We will finally
experience
All that this life has
to offer!
I will motivate a whole
planet!
To break free!
To find absolute
freedom!
Even if I have to die
trying
Get outside right now
Look at the sky
Look at the stars
Look far over the
horizon
It is all there
awaiting you
Just wish for it
Express what you want
Ask for it!
Right now!
Nothing matters anymore!
Nothing exists anymore!
Just you
Just the universe
Just your creation
What do you want of this
life?
What do you want of this
universe?
It is all yours
It is all your own
creation
Go for it!
I will motivate a whole
planet!
To break free!
To find absolute
freedom!
Even if I have to die
trying
I am mad
Completely mad
You are sane
Completely sane
I live all over the
universe
I created the whole
universe
So
You better get mad soon
You better start
creating your own universe
You better start
Living all over the
universe!
That is it
I have said it all
There is nothing else
for me to say
I have told you
You understood
You know what you have
to do
Get out there
Create the experience
you truly wish for
Create the world you
always dreamt of
Just wish it
Believe it
See it happening
That’s it
That’s all
I will motivate a whole
planet!
To break free!
To find absolute
freedom!
Even if I have to die
trying
I am free!
I am happy!
I am peaceful!
I am out of reach!
This reality, I created
it
This experience, I
wished for it
But now
I am going to wish for
so much more
I am going to start
living for real
I am going to create
the world I want to live in
And you will do just
the same
And this will
revolutionise everything!
I will motivate a whole
planet!
To break free!
To find absolute
freedom!
And I will succeed
We will succeed!
I feel great! How do
you feel?
I feel all awe inspired
I am no longer touching
the ground
I am no longer within
this reality
I feel great!
How do you feel?
I am so disconnected
I do not believe
anything could reach me
The little problems of
humanity?
Pfff!
How do you feel?
No, I am not on drugs
No, I am not under the
influence of alcohol
No, I just see
everything so differently
I feel great!
How do you feel?
I feel so free right
now
Despite everything
going on
I am so unconcerned with
the problems of the world
I can’t even describe
how I feel
How do you feel?
I feel disconnected
enough
I feel I created this
world
I certainly re-created
it in my mind
And somehow it becomes
reality
How do you feel?
I am far gone
And yet I feel I am right
I believe what I am
telling myself
How can I be wrong when
I feel so great!
How do you feel?
This world becomes what
I think
What I want comes to
pass
I am in total control
of destiny
Somehow, this is weird,
this is depressing
How do you feel?
I feel great!
Sometimes
I feel like committing
suicide
How can you explain
this?
How do you feel?
I cannot explain this
universe
I cannot identify the
laws of nature
I am at a total loss
I feel miserable and
great all at the same time
How do you feel?
Do you understand
anything about this world?
Do you understand
anything?
About the mechanics of
existence?
I feel awful, because I
still understand nothing
How do you feel?
If you feel like you
understand this universe
If you feel like you
understand what life is all about
If you feel like you
understand everything
That you have somehow a
better understanding than most
How do you feel?
Being a visionary
I feel great
I feel lost
I feel nothing
How do you feel?
You
have no idea the life I am leading
You have no idea, do
you?
Of the life I am
leading
Behind your back
You think I go back to
you
Every day
Having lived nothing
Having experienced
nothing
As if I was dead
As soon as I am outside
of your sight
You have no idea
I go all around the
world
At least three times
Before you see me again
I have experienced all
That this world has to
offer
Seen everything there
is to see
Imagined everything
that can be
Before you can control
me once again
For this so limited
amount of time
And yet
You think this is what
my existence
Is limited to
You have no idea
To tell you
How insignificant you
are
Whilst you think
That my whole life is
resumed to you
And the little power
you have over me
That I fight every
singe day
You are well aware of
that
And though I live so
much
I feel you live so
little
Because I cannot see
How anymore your life
could be
But these little
struggles
This little power you
have over me
That you enjoy so much
It takes over your
whole life
And yet
You have no idea
The life I am leading
Outside of your little
burst out bubble
So far away I am
So far away do I exist
So much I accomplish
Outside of it all
Outside of your power
trip
Outside all that this
world is to you
That I feel
I live
And you forgot to live
You have no idea
The life I am leading
I do know though the
life you are leading
It is a very miserable
one indeed
You have no idea
It means nothing to you
It means everything to
me
Yes!
It does mean everything
to me!
Why can’t you
understand?
Why can’t you leave me alone?
I made it clear
I told you in no uncertain
terms
Let it be!
Let me be!
I have the right to
live!
I have the right to
exist!
It means nothing to you
It means everything to
me
What powers you
To constantly bug me?
To impose yourself in
such a fashion into my life?
When all I tried to do
Is to shut you off
completely?
Will I never succeed?
To free myself of this
world?
Of everything you are
and represent?
It means nothing to
you!
It means everything to
me!
What do I have to do?
To clean up this world
of the likes of you?
To eradicate this
annoyance
That is you?
You feel only you exist
within this world
Well
I have some news for
you
It is quite the
opposite
Only me exist in this
world
In this world of mine
I cannot even begin to
understand
Why I would let you in
Why I would give you
any time
Why I would let myself
be so disturbed
By whatever you decide to
do
It means nothing to you
It means everything to
me
I will stop you right
there in your track
I will make you
understand
Of how unnecessary all that
you do
Or try to achieve
Is superfluous
Not needed
Not required
Not wanted
You will see how you
have become
Just but a hindrance
A nuisance
Which is quickly
becoming
Alarmingly
Much more than that
And I cannot accept it
It means nothing to you
It means everything to
me
If you cannot
understand how
I can wish such little
freedom I am asking for
If you cannot get the
message
That I desperately need
that little freedom I am allowed
I will have to make you
understand somehow
I will have to lead a
revolution if necessary
Be it a civil war
But you will understand
You will get the
message
You will leave me alone
It means nothing to you
It means everything to
me
The sooner you get that
The better we will be
Let it be!
Let me be!
I have the right to
live!
I have the right to
exist!
You just don’t care, you have to go
Well
I guess
You just don’t care
So
Why should I care?
Well
I don’t
Whatever you say
Whatever you do
I don’t care
Be my guest
Go about the world
Talk and talk and talk
About the world
It seems
You were born for it
To talk and talk and
talk
About the world
You could convince
anyone
That whatever we are
doing
Is simply
The way to go
Is simply
Just right
I guess you just don’t
care
So
Why should we care?
Well
We don’t
Whatever you say
Whatever you do
We don’t care
We are all way too busy
With our own little
Insignificant existence
To pay attention to
anything you do
You take it as
validation
I tell you
I take it as suicidal
You don’t hear a squeak
No one is telling you
That you are about to fall
flat on your face
And yet
You are about to fall
flat on your face
I guess you just don’t
care
So why
Should we care?
Well
We do
I would not even trust
myself with such decisions
And yet you do trust
yourself with such decisions
I would not trust anyone
with such decisions
And yet we do trust someone,
anyone, with these decisions
What has this world
come to?
We cannot trust anyone
And yet
Someone is going ahead
with all these decisions
I wouldn’t trust myself
Therefore
We can trust no one
I guess you just don’t
care
So why
Should I care?
Well
I do
First of all
You need to go
I don’t want to hear
about you ever again
You have been there way
too long
Probably because you
are such a good speaker
You could get yourself
out of anything
And yet bring this world
to an end
Out! Out! Out!
I guess you just don’t
care
But I do
Let me think about this
Let us think about this
Let me reconsider
what’s happening
Let us reconsider what
we should do
Never mind what
happened before
Seems to me that it was
all fabricated anyway
I never trusted you,
rightly so
Let us stop for a
second
To consider what’s
happening
And where it’s leading
What to do
Someone has to stop you
I guess you just don’t
care